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Post by Zeke Suzushima on Nov 30, 2010 14:42:54 GMT -5
Thank Wonderland Kris seemed to be coming back from his miniature panic-attack. One thing was for sure, this 'him' of his sure scared the living daylights out of the sickly boy. Zeke hated that. He never liked when the people he cared about were sad...much less fightened out of their friggen minds. At least more light was being shown on the issue. 'Him' was a human, even though he acted Boogie and liked to throw Kris around like one.
"Now why would I tell Kyle? He would just scold me for locking you up like this before I could even explain," Zeke jested, nuzzling slightly into Kristopher's own shoulder. But the younger man did have a point. Shit would indeed hit the fan if anyone, especially Kyle, found out about this abuse. Though Kris saying Zeke would get them into trouble earned a little chuckle. "Says the not-so-spineless twin. You get us into more trouble then I do..."
"Vasant."
Blue eyes closed, still burried into Kris. "Vaus-aunt? Sounds cocky already. And french." The older twin leaned back from his littler twin's shoulder and put his chin in the fluffy blond curls so like his own. "Does he have a grudge against you for any real reason? Or is it against Augusta...? I can see the guy making enemies, no offense. Maybe you can get him to fight off this Vas-aunt."
Zeke smiled slyly, a dangerous glint in his eyes.
"...oh, so you know...I promise not to tell anyone, long as you don't want me to. Okay?"
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Post by Kristopher Roberts on Nov 30, 2010 20:13:44 GMT -5
"Now why would I tell Kyle? He would just scold me for locking you up like this before I could even explain,Says the not-so-spineless twin. You get us into more trouble then I do..."
Kristopher nodded against his twin, his fingers moving around his twins chest to hold him in an awkward hold, one of comfort. "Because you know him...and...you would tell because you care..." He spoke slowly and softly as he ever did.
His pale hands grew tighter on Zeke's shirt when the name was spoken outloud again. It was if he was afraid that saying his name would suddenly summon the evil human.
. "Vaus-aunt? Sounds cocky already. And french.Does he have a grudge against you for any real reason? Or is it against Augusta...? I can see the guy making enemies, no offense. Maybe you can get him to fight off this Vas-aunt."
Kristopher shook his head, "No. No, he doesn't have him as an enemy. He hates me because of what I did drunk and what I admitted to with Corvus...Augusta can't fight him. I--I think he's given up on trying to stop him, to even try to protect me...let alone love me. Am I really that bad of a person to make someone hate me so much, to the point they no longer have feelings for me? Does, does he really not want me anymore?"
Kristopher was a lost soul, he didn't know what to do to keep his world from falling down around him.
"...oh, so you know...I promise not to tell anyone, long as you don't want me to. Okay?"
"Please, don't tell anyone...not anyone, Zeke. Please, don't betray me..."
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Post by Zeke Suzushima on Dec 2, 2010 14:47:42 GMT -5
A little added relief came to Zeke as Kris held onto him. It wasn't just comfort to the younger twin, but to the older one as well. Long as Kristopher held on, Zeke would make sure the young man was safe. That was what siblings did. "Maybe I would tell, but only if you wanted me to. That's my promise, otouto-kun." He hated how those gentle hands tightened at the mere mention of the name. Fear of the name alone...at this level...this jerk off scared his twin much more than he should. But...
...I promised I wouldn't go looking for him.
The name 'Corvus' wasn't new to the blue-eyed blond. He was Krissy's first guy-crush and semi-stalker. He also knew about Kristopher's drunken excursions with the man. Chalk up another for similarities: sex with random men when wasted. But would that one night really give Augusta the reason to leave Kris with a monster like Vaus-ant? Not at all. Augusta had had nearly the same situation with that Aione girl, and Kris hadn't run off on him!
And for Kristopher to put himself to blame...it set Zeke's simmering anger at the megane to boiling.
"You're such an idiot, Kris."
Zeke's arms wrapped tighter around his dear twin. "You are in no way a bad person. You are warm and kind and loyal...maybe more than you ought to be...and even if you are a little soft-spoken, you love unconditionally, and if Augy is being such a utter dumb-ass that he's losing interest, it's his own damn fault. Not yours. Not in any way." The older man kissed his twin gently on the forehead. "In my opinion...you two are a good match...when he gets his shit together and you learn to bite back now and then."
Squeezing the boy again, Zeke mumbled into the boy's blond curls.
"I'll never betray you. You're my beloved brother...I can't betray you."
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Post by Kristopher Roberts on Dec 2, 2010 23:24:35 GMT -5
Kristopher held on to his twin and wouldn't let go even if Zeke wanted him too. The boy listened to his twin and closed his eyes.
"I'm sorry..." He said slowly, "But he must hate me to do this...its the only thing I can think of, Zeke. I don't know what else to think anymore. I am trying so hard, so very hard, to be what he needs."
It was comfortable for Zeke to hold Kristopher and it even helped the younger boy settle down and gather his thoughts, as scattered as they maybe, they where coming together slowly. But he just couldn't understand why this was happening to him. Augusta knew about Kristopher's fears, his past, how he felt about being harmed and how he dealt with it...if he could.
"I just don't want to get hurt anymore, but I can't leave Augusta. Even if he doesn't want me anymore or this is like some form of twisted punishment. I can't leave him. But getting hurt by Vasant...I feel like I'm back with my parents, I'm even having nightmares about it all...with my mother and father."
He pushed the thoughts away and shook his head in a way to forget everything. His twin was someone he could trust, no matter what happened and being told such a thing made him want to cry.
"Just don't do anything, no matter what. Don't tell my siblings, don't do anything. Just keep my secret safe. They would hurt Augusta and that would hurt worse then being hit by Vasant..."
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